2013...2014! #Pen-Ink-Update 7

A diferrent and new,
Same old me

Logo Baru Kapital'93
(just needed something new to show...)

Assalammualaikum... dan salam sejahtera,
dah berzaman blog ni x diupdate ngan proper...
tapi sebelum bermula... aku nak ucapkan...

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!

selamat tinggal 2013... dan selamat datang 2014...
kalau nak ceritakan semua yg berlaku sepanjang 2013...
mmg byk... dan kalau cerita semua hanya aku yg paham... hm...
aku akan cerita gak sikit.. tapi sedikit highlight  yg bagi aku best untuk 2013 ni....

• Jubli Intan Sk. Relong... sekolah rendahku... my early education and where I met most of my best friends...
• SMK Clifford 100 Tahun!, hebat sekolah menengah aku ni.. dah seabad... boleh kata sekolah ni tempat turning point aku dulu, dan Hidup KAPITAL'93!
• Goodbye my teens year... 1/12/2013... aku akhirnya 20 tahun... tak rasa tua... kerana tua mana kita pun, kita sebaya ngan sahabat kita... tapi aku sedar, semakin jauh perjalanan hidup kita semakin dekat kita ke penghujung... hm... 
• Selamat Pencen Ayahku!, Guru Besar SK Padang Tengku akhirnya berhenti berkhidmat setelah 33 tahun mengajar... lepas ni sibukla dia menternak ikan dan jaga kebun... hehe
• Tapi sebelum ayah aku boleh wat semua tu.... dia kena tunggu something... which is... Akak aku kahwin!... haha perkahwinan akak aku ngan bakal abang ipar aku (Abg Ajak) akan berlangsung 2014 InsyaAllah.. tapi tahniah atas pertunangan akak aku hari tu... lepas akak aku kahwin abang aku lak nak tunang... aku? hehehe
• roomate aku kahwin! wow, walaupun sebaye... tapi... syukurlah untuk die... mende baik xyah tangguh kan... (aku ckp camtu, tapi aku bile lagi...?)
• Aku beli 3DS dan Pokemon X!.. biar org kata membazir.. but sometimes passions doesn't care about money... but they do need money...
• NRIC is the best!!!  takkan lupa pengalaman bersama geng2 NRIC13... pengalaman dan hubungan tu akan kekal selamanya... NRIC14 ni akan aku jumpa barisan baru pulak... wish US luck....
• 1st time gi luar negara.. walaupun Thailand je... tapi pengalaman yg bagus...
• special mention to PERDAMA,  and PSF for a great year making my University life a much better experience... and also to PMI,MPDT,RKM,Intergriti,Astronomi, dan lain2 lagi yg aku x ingat... walaupun bukan ahli aktif, tapi dpt gak join program korang
• And to all my family members and friends, past and present... I may have not be able to go through this year without all your support... aku x nak tulis nama takut tertinggal sape2... sincerely, thank you...

Aku tulis perkara yg  positif je kat atas...
bukan x nak kenang ape yg negatif...
bukan nak pendam ape yg aku rasakan...
bagi aku we have to spread the positiveness...
and learn from the negativeness...
bukan tak nak korang belajar...
but something are best not shared... hm.. (ayat aku agak contradict diri sendiri tapi I'll stand by it)

 Ok... now to the things I learn (anf possibly the long boring part)
aku cuba ringkaskan...

Tahun 2013 ni adalah sem 2 dan 3 aku kat USM...
byk event yg aku dah join... dan pengalaman die mmg byk membantu...
aku belajar kemahiran2 kendiri yg diperlukan...,
meningkatkan keyakinan diri aku yg rendah ni...
walaupun sikit2 tapi aku berharap aku mampu bercakap depan ramai org ngan yakin,
kerana tahun ini juga mendidik aku mengenai kepimpinan...
beberapa persatuan dpt aku kenali lain2 cara2 kepimpinan yg ditonjolkan...
tak semua itu bagus.. tapi aku belajar... ambil yg keruh buang yg jernih...
aku juga mengenali lebih ramai org kat USM ni....
aku mengenali lebih ramai jenis manusia, ade yg positif dan negatif...
dan walaupun kita x semestinya masuk ngan semua orang...
x perlu jadikan kelainan kita untuk tidak bertegur sape...
dan kita takkan betul2 kenal org tu melainkan kita kenal dia sendiri...
aku belajar untuk lebih berdirikari...
makin jauh duduk ngan family makin buat aku hargai diorang...
walaupun tetap aku jarang call... (aku jenis macam tu...)
Aku juga sedar kekurangan aku dlm bab agama...
tapi masih ada di sudut hati aku untuk perbaiki diri ini....
semoga aku memperoleh hidayah untuk menjadi hambaMu yg lebih baik... Amin
Terlalu byk yg aku lalui...
ade yg keseorangan ade yg bersama org lain...
tapi apa penting,
aku hadapi semua itu...
apa yg lepas dah lepas...
aku x boleh tukar masa lampau,
tapi aku boleh merancang masa hadapan...


Macam aku ckp, byk yg dah berlaku dlm tempuh 365.25 hari ni...
ade mase aku sedih, ade mase aku gembira....
terlalu byk emosi yg aku alami dlm kehidupan ini...
jadi... sedikit coretan yg aku terfikir yg aku nak kongsi...
terimalah

That moment,
You see them, at first you felt rejected, 

like you meant nothing, then you realize, 

you never belong with them, 

then you feel like you don't belong anywhere, 

you are nobody, 

you are alone, 

you have no life, 

and then you lose hope...

But, you should know,
you don't need anyone to notice you to exist,
you don't need anyone to acknowledge you to be somebody,
you don't have to live like everyone else to have a life,
and never feel alone, once you believe you are alone, then you are truly alone, 

even when there are others trying to reach you...
you are who you are,  ain't no one can tell you don't have a life, 

life is how you choose to live,

 remember that and live your life to fullest of what you believe, 

right or wrong is another matter...

you may at one time encounter the right path,

 or you may at one point deviate from it,

 because you can never know what the future keep in store for us,

 life is not just a straight line, 

keep you faith, hope for the best, 

keep moving forward and seek for the answers...

 I am who I am, 

different people may see me differently, 

but that is not going to change who I am,
they can give their thoughts & opinions to influence me in making a decision,

but the final decision ultimately come to myself,
I'll keep on living,

doing the things I feel right,

 and reflecting and improving on the things I've done wrong,
I know I am not he best of person, 

but I also know for a certain, 

I can keep becoming better,
I'll keep on learning, 

not for anyone or anything, 

but for the knowledge itself,

Ignorance may be bliss,

but knowledge is power...
I'll remember those whose had an impact on my life,

and I try to remember even those who don't, 

even if they never truly care about me...
friends come and go, memories may fade away,

 but at least the moments were real...

Remember and learn from the past, Live in the present, Hope and claim the future

Come at me 2014...

#KKP  

Jadi itu saja yg aku nak ckp...

aku tahu agak lambat untuk post tahun baru...

tapi tak terlalu lambat untuk refleksi diri...

Sekali aku ucapkan... Selamat tahun baru...

Goodbye 2013... Hello 2014...

And again thanks, all of you...

~End of Story~

 I may be wrong, but at the moment, 
I think I'm right ,
  

p/s:New outro... new Kapital logo... and (in near future) new banner

p/s lagi: tetibe sedih pulak aku tulis entry ni... hm...

1.., 2.., 3..., 4...

1,2,3,4... 143... 7...

1 THING...

2 SAY..

3 WORDS..

4 YOU...

1= I

4= LOVE

3= YOU

7= FOREVER...

~END OF STORY~

P/s: Ade sikit lagi nak tambah.. tapi 4 no. tu, kalau letak kantoi la pulak... lalala (segan wei..)
P/s lagi: sape2 yg dah terbace versi penuh kat twitter tu... diam2 suda... lalala

UNT... bye ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶

Nothing much really, just a fragment from something I would like to call, 'The story of my (love) Life'

Not much of a story,

more like a random moment for blurting out emotions

Like what was written at the tittle and headline...
I'm gonna talk(not really)about the story(not much of a story actually)of my still loveless life
Just to be clear.. the love I'm referring to right now is the stereotype one...
the one the peoples usually talk/write/blog/tweet/etc about...
If you don't know (which most of you wouldn't)
I am really(x3) not the romantic type...

 ~End of story~(not much right..?)

UNT... bye ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶

Tiba-tiba aku terpikir

Apa yg akan terjadi dlm situasi ni yer..?

Assalammualaikum... dan slm ( letak waktu/istilah yg sesuai di sini )
Wow.. blog aku dah bersawang... bolehlar aku bersihkan jap.. huhu
so.. tersebutlah kisah....

Short but Sweet... (1)

The Day I Confess My love to You...
Is the Day I declare You are the one I want to spent the rest of My life with...

The day I say "I love you",

Will also be the day, 
I ask "Will You marry Me"....

A quick thought...

Something quick...

Assalammualaikum... dan slm ( letak waktu/istilah yg sesuai di sini )


Aku rasa aku perlukan lebih semangat untuk ke blog ni....
jadi aku cadang nak letak gambar 'pembakar semangat' aku...
tapi letak terang2 kang kantoi lak... hehehe
so... pandai2 ar aku menyimpan 'pokok di hutan'
asalkan aku tahu ada... dan aku tahu kat mane... 
huhuhu

I'm sure I don't have to share this with you... but somehow I fell I just have to...
hm....

~End of story...

UNT... bye ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶

P/s: If you do.. find it... diam2 suda.... huhuhu
P/s lagi: I think this is more of a Reminder than an Announcement...
Lagi-lagi P/s: Updated the shoutbox to V3... 

Ranting About Ratings

Ratings are Overrated,

Rantings are Underrated.

Assalammualaikum... dan slm ( letak waktu/istilah yg sesuai di sini )
kenape ratings overrated...?
dan kenapa lak rantings underrated...?
Ape itu ratings.. ?(takkan la x tau.. hm...?)
Dan ape itu rantings..? (ni thn sikit kalau x tau..)
Post ni x panjang sgt... Bukan wall of text, ok...
dan kebanyakan yd dlm list lepas ni adalah pandangan peribadi.... huhuhu

Random Quotes Trying To Be Connected

Some random sayings by random people from random places written in random order to make a not to random paragraph that hopefully can become a random answer to a random question...

Assalamualaikum dan hai...

Pergh!!! panjang lak ayt pengenalan aku kali ni...

so rasenye dah clear dah ape aku nak tulis..(kalau x clear lagi.. bace balik header tu ye..)

OK,, skang straight to the point.. aku akan cube buat ye... huhuhu (er.. sori ar sebab rojak ye..)

Perjalanan 1000 batu bermula dengan langkah pertama...

walaupun bergerak selangkah demi selangkah... 

lambat laun akan sampai jua...

jangan biarkan halangan yg tiba menyebabkan anda berputus asa...

kalau anda terjatuh, berusahalah untuk bangkit kembali

jgn kalah kepada masalah...

setiap masalah pasti ada jalan penyelesaiaannya...

Ignore the distraction, work on the problem...

jgn mencari alasan untuk tidak meneruskan perjalanan...

di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan...

terdapat pelbagai destinasi yg boleh dituju dalam suatu perjalanan...

dan setiap destinasi terdapat pelbagai haluan...

pilih haluan dalam menuju destinasi dengan berhati-hati...

jgn bimbang kalau perlu megharungi suatu jln itu sendiri...

manusia mempunyai keupayaan yg berbeza-beza...

sesetengah jln lebih sesuai untuk diri kita berbanding jalan lain...

bantulah mereka yg mengambil haluan yg sama dengan kita...

dan kita mungkin mendapat bantuan mempermudahkan perjalanan kita...

Stick on the route you have chosen...

And keep moving foward...

You have come too far...

Turning back will be even harder...

Have faith in yourself...

You can do what you set your mind on doing...

It's gonna be alright...

because All iz well....

Dan jangan lupa...

Doa,Usaha,Istiqamah, dan Tawakal...

semoga Allah mempermudahkan perjalanan kite...

Huh.. penat aku tulis.. siap? pun... huhuhu

amacam Ok X...?

Aku main campur je semua mende...

Quote ade... Mutiara kata ade...  peribahasa ada... dan kata2 pening pun ada... hehehe

Harap deme enjoy ape yg aku tulis ni...

dan lagi penting, paham ape sebenarnye aku nak sampaikan...

kalau x paham gak... paham-pahamkanlah... hehehe

UNT... bye ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶

P/s:Kredit  kepada semue sumber yg aku gunakan...

Somewhere.. someone...

Going Somewhere To Meet Someone...

Where is Somewhere.. and Who is Someone?

If  I go Nowhere, i will meet No one... and I will definitely not meet that Someone..

If I just go Anywhere to meet Anyone.. I might not meet that Someone..
If I go Somewhere to meet Anyone.... I may just meet that Someone...
And if I go Somewhere to meet Someone... I should be able to meet that Someone...

Should I plan Where to go.... or should I plan Who I want to meet...?

Is it the Place...  Or is it the Person...?

What is better... Somewhere that I can meet Anyone.. or Someone who I can meet Anywhere...?

Where should I go..  Who should I meet...?

Then... I thought to myself...

I know Who I want to meet,
I know Why I want to meet that Someone,
I may not know Where or When to meet that Someone,
But I know that I must meet with that Someone... Somewhere, Sometime, Somehow...
So now I know.. what I want to do... And what I will do...

I  just want to go Somewhere... 
So that I can meet that Someone...

Ada apa pada hati..

gambar jumpe kat internet... kemas..

Erhem... camne nak ckp ni ye..?

aduai.. segan la pulak dah... 

xpe2 hati kene berani..

kene luahkan jugak bende ni..

x kisah la ape org ckp...